Archive for January, 2012

24th January
2012
written by admin

Hi all!!
Malam ini q kok nggak ngantuk yaa…
Habis merasakan ‘kehororan’ bor di dokter gigi tadi, sekarang q jadi lapar tengah malam..

Kemarin waktu tidur, jam 3 subuh q tiba-tiba bangun n kesulitan buat tidur lagi..
Akhirnya sambil berbaring n tutup mata, q lipat tangan n berdoa..

Doaku simple banget..
Yaa.. Cuma ngucapin thanks aja sama Tuhan Yesus buat cintaNya..
Buat kebaikanNya..
Buat kesetiaanNya..
Buat pekerjaanNya..
Dan buat rencanaNya untuk masa depanku..

Hmm..
Kadang pada saat hati bergejolak n bener2 ingin mengungkapkan sesuatu yang mungkin terlalu malu untuk diungkapkan ke orang lain, qta cukup tutup mata, lipat tangan, n mulai curhat sama Tuhan..
Rasanya lega banget setelah ngasih tahu Tuhan tentang isi hati ini..
Yaaa walaupun Tuhan udah tahu sih dengan sangat jelas..

Well..
Malam ini mau curhat lagi ahh..
Hati dan perut yang bergejolak membuat susah tidur.

Good nite friends, GBU! 🙂

15th January
2012
written by admin

God’s love and protection are beyond what we could ever imagined!
Jesus, He is forever amaze me!

Mau cerita singkat aja pengalamanku hari ini..
Hari ini, jam 10 pagi, q berangkat ke gereja naik taksi..
Nah, waktu taksinya lagi berhenti di lampu merah di Raya Darmo, ada 3 orang penjual koran di depan taksi.
Entah mengapa, q selalu merasa tidak aman dengan keberadaan mereka.. T_T

Biasanya q nggak pernah mengunci pintu taksi..
Tapi tadi waktu lihat mereka, q langsung spontan mengunci pintu.
Waktu lewat di samping kiri pintu taksi  yang aku tumpangi, salah satu dari mereka berusaha buka pintu taksinya.
ASTAGA!!!
Q kaget banget, spontan q ngomong ke sopir taksinya, “Loh… Pintunya mau dibuka.. Untung langsung aku kunci..!”
Bapak sopir ikutan kaget n bilang, “Wah, kurang ajar itu..”

Waktu itu, q merasa bumiku serasa berhenti berputar beberapa detik..
Q cuma bilang, Tuhan thank You so much! Ngeri benar kalo pintu taksinya bisa dibuka..
Hahaha..

Well, kadang q merasa dunia ini bener2 bukan tempat yang aman,terutama buat perempuan.
But Jesus.. He is always be my HERO!
He protects me so well!!
🙂
He protects us so well!!!

13th January
2012
written by admin

If it was up to me
My life would be a blue print on the table
And every year would have a label
I would know precisely the day that you would come and find me
I’d see your face (the one that I dream of)
I just can’t wait
‘Cause I know

Chorus:
Someday, someone’s gonna change my life
Some how someone’s gonna make me smile
Like I never have before
Someday Someday
Somewhere, someone’s gonna steal my heart
Some how we’ll never ever be apart
And I can’t wait for that someday
Someday isn’t so far away

I lay awake at night wondering if I had waste the chances
Giving up on small romances
Then I look outside
You’re wondering on the same midnight sky (you’re waiting too)
I’m the one that you dream of
These dreams come true

Chorus

Bridge:
Guess I’ll never know if I passed you on the street the other day
Or maybe you are far across the ocean
Knowing every night I pray that some how he will send you my way
Someday, Someday, Someday

Chorus

11th January
2012
written by admin

Yeiy! Selesai sudah hari2 PKN..
Bersyukur buat kesempatan magang di PLN Disjatim..
Menyenangkan bisa berada bersama staf Humas  yang bikin ketawa terus..
Hehe..

Tadi benernya waktu pamitan sama bapak2, ibu, dan kakak2 di sana q pingin banget ngomong lebih dari sekedar “Terima kasih”.
Tapi, suara ini udah bergetar.. Nggak bisa ngucapin apa2 selain “Terima kasih” sambil memberikan senyum perpisahan. Huhuhu..
Waktu q ajak salaman, q tatap mata mereka dalam2..
Rasanya sedih banget..
Mataku udah berkaca2, apalagi waktu mereka bilang “terima kasih juga”..
Huhu, q nggak layak dapat ucapan terima kasih balik itu..
Tuhan.. Kenapa q melankolis sekali.. 🙁

Huhu, bakal kangen dengan mereka semua..
Terutama buat Kak Dinda yang sudah berbagi meja kerja n rak, u’re so kind and beautiful.. ^^

Hmm, well..
Here are some photos taken when I was getting bored at office :p wkwkwk…

GBU people!^^

9th January
2012
written by admin

Have you ever got angry with God?
I read an online bible study about it at www.dougbrittonbooks.com.
Here it is..

Read Psalm 22 (verses 1-6 and 22-31).

My God, my God, why have You forsaken me?
Why are You so far from saving me, so far from the words of my groaning?
O my God, I cry out by day, but You do not answer, by night, and am not silent. Yet You are enthroned as the Holy One; You are the praise of Israel.
In You our fathers put their trust; they trusted and You delivered them.
They cried to You and were saved; in You they trusted and were not disappointed. But I am a worm and not a man, scorned by men and despised by the people (Psalm 22:1-6).

I will declare Your name to my brothers; in the congregation I will praise You. You who fear the LORD, praise Him!
All you descendants of Jacob, honor Him!
Revere Him, all you descendants of Israel!
For He has not despised or disdained the suffering of the afflicted one; He has not hidden His face from him but has listened to his cry for help.
From You comes the theme of my praise in the great assembly; before those who fear You will I fulfill my vows.
The poor will eat and be satisfied; they who seek the LORD will praise Him—may your hearts live forever!
All the ends of the earth will remember and turn to the LORD, and all the families of the nations will bow down before Him, for dominion belongs to the LORD and He rules over the nations.
All the rich of the earth will feast and worship; all who go down to the dust will kneel before Him—those who cannot keep themselves alive.
Posterity will serve Him; future generations will be told about the Lord.
They will proclaim His righteousness to a people yet unborn—for He has done it. (Psalm 22:22-31).

Key points about being angry with God:

One thing I appreciate about God is that I can be real with Him.
If I am angry with God, I can be honest about it instead of thinking I must hide it or act “religious.” I know this by reading in the Psalms about times when David openly expressed anger or frustration with God.

Although it’s a normal thing to do, it’s a shame when we get angry with God, for He is our bestfriend. Yet since we are people, it happens.

What’s both interesting and encouraging is that almost every time David expressed complaints toward God, he ended up praising God. That’s a good resolution to our anger.
(Notice that in verses 1-6 of Psalm 22, David voices his complaint. Yet in verses 22-31, he praises God)

It’s just the same with our (human) friends.
We get angry with them at times, yet in the end we turn back to them since we love them and we know they love us.

I’m not saying it’s a good thing to get angry with God.
When I do, I am showing how little I understand His love, His goodness, and His purpose. I need to face my anger and deal with it, as David did.

Plus, the better I know God, and the longer I walk with him, the less likely I am to be angry with Him.
But, if I do get angry, I am glad He understands and helps me come to a place of repentance.

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